A lil' Bout Mom

Okay. Final calculation done after another two red packets came in all the way from Singapore today from my cousins. One of them's married with a baby girl. The other one, don't know why she gave me for.. they all give me money everytime I meet them. Earning big bucks in Singapore with those beach boys sure is fun, though most of them are quite kia-su.
6 relatives+2%$#+dad+mom+2cousins = RM925.00



hmm.. not too bad. But how come I only have RM350.00 left in my purse?

I bought these yesterday.. cut my hair the other day.. and other miscellaneouses..
Boy.. I sure need to control my spendings before I become broke.

It's weird how things are lately. I meant my parents when I said that. Mom brought back a few tins of CNY cookies and I cannot deny that it tasted darn good. She, by far, is the best cook who's home-cooked food I've tasted. Everybody would probably say the same bout their mom, but really, her food is good. Well, she cooks in Singapore, so no wonder her skills improved.

A woman's cooking could tie a man's heart. Is that really true?

eww.. dad's falling for it! Why do I have a feeling that things are gonna change in ten years time. I should learn to cook to tie my man's heart. xoxo
Throughout the past 13 years have proved how we've been better off without mom. I mean like, I AM better off without her for sure. Even if my parents were to be together again, that better be after I leave the house.

You see, without her all these years, I've had full freedom to do whatever I want, whenever I want. I practically have the access to everything. Dad acknowledges what I do but he could not control me. I'm just too stubborn. What can I say? It runs in the family.
With mom's abscence, I had no choice but to be independant and to do things on my own. It teaches me to observe and learn, never make the same mistakes and always try to be better.

The last word I would wanna have in my marriage in the future would be Divorce.
Who would ever want that?

However, it seems to be a pretty common thing happening in this century. But hey, I thought people are supposed to be more 'civilized', you know.. to be able to solve problems rationally and not commit silly acts like divorcing. How should I handle situations like that when it occurs then? *ponders* "CHOii!!" touch-wood!

xoxo

Just for your information, this is my greatest fear of all time, separation.
I hate it when it happens, especially to me or people around whom I know. Life's unpredictable you see, you either make it or break it. Learn from my folks! They broke it!.. almost lar.. *sigh*

Too bad for them.

If things doesn't work out for me, I'd just be a widow till my last day on earth.
(that's what I've been telling everybody)

Mel... I want my Laundry pictures.. Nicole.. I want my Mardi pictures..

Does anybody have any books on Official Secret Act (OSA)? I need it for my Media History & Law assignment which has to be due this coming Monday. Text me if you have it please?

Some Moments

The Apartment, KLCC

On the Valentine's afternoon, I was dragged to KL by Bernice, my Je from highschool. We went to The Apartment at KLCC to visit her manager-friend (more like getting free drinks and food) xoxo. Our drinks were mixed by the manager who was once a bartender. So, we sorta got VIP treatment that day. It was my first yummy drink from The Apartment. The ones at The Curve tak boleh pakai langsung. You should check it out at KLCC when you get the chance to, they've got great interiors. Double storey unit, a lift, friendly services, all dressed in Pink ..pretty cool.

After Laundry Bar last night, I went down to Mardigras. Haven't been there in a while. The two David's, Jeremy, Eu Vin, Wei Juan, Ken Nie, Jeslyn, Nicole, Amanda, and ....their friends were there. Even Alan Tan came by! It was one hell of a fun-filled night being dragged up the shower podium again after so long, watching the lil girls get drunk, the boys..erm.. sitting around.. camwhore sessions! yadadadada..

if you can't see this clearly.. you're drunk!

More pictures from Melissa coming up. muachs!

Loved & Lost

14th of February, the day every couple looks forward to yearly. I mean the girls. Candlelit dinner, bouquet of roses, expensive gifts, most importantly the person next to you.

agree not?

Many walked out of my life, the important people. Last night, another one walked away.

One I thought was special. His bits and pieces of love he said that still exist will distinct soon. He fell for someone else.

*I will forever be someone special to you in your life?* you sure bout that? why did you sleep with her then?

I remember the days when I had to wait at his college for his class to end, went for his last play "Lao Jiu" and having to see his big smile once it ended, wake-up calls, surprises one after another, getaway plans we had, Jess-maine?, lame jokes he cracked to make me laugh, ....

the silly boy as he is.

"I think he likes you. Too bad, you're mine! muacks.."

Those were the days when you were mine.

We had fun, though not for long. We said it will last, we promised each other, whispered into my ears, together till our wedding day? How he said he would hate me if I ever leave.. look who was talking.

He probably forgot it all by now.

I remember this..

It kills me inside to see all these, to find out so much of his lies, words which put a smile on my face every morning. I felt so owned, got so used to it. *pooftth* reality call.


How did he fall out? because of his best friend he claimed to be? How was he treating me back then? yet.. I still didn't wanna let go. Didn't wanna give up.. until the very end.

Have anyone in his life done anything like what I did for him? or did he just prefer the ordinary ones.. I gave my all. I loved him.











Good Bye my lover, my friend, my love.

If I ever see you again, guess it would be in Singapore.
with a girl next to you, hands in hands, but not me.

The Meaning of CNY 08'