Thursday, January 31, 2008

Stand By Me

Sound of raindrops falling on the roof could be heard, it's drizzling
Temperature in this room decreasing, I could hardly breathe
Looking out to the sky, oh-so-blue
Asking myself, why, I'm so ..

I'm not ready, I'm not ready
Fear, fear, fear
Don't ask me why, you should've known
I do care, I do
As a friend, I really do
We've had our moments, it was true
But I could never say that, I love you
Because I own an inseparable heart

Call me cold, call me selfish, call me what ever you want
Just need a friend by me, whenever I need one
To talk, to laugh with, to tickle, to lie on
To be who ever you want me to be, except the special one

A people person, I am. I ain't bias towards nobody unless if they steps on my tail, then I'll bite.
Not a girlfriend material, yeah I know.
Destined to lose feelings, as fast as the too-too-train.
Vince was right about what I was actually hanging on to.
Thats between me and him, so I shall shh..

Good comments on this one person, all my friends gave.
How this one managed to make them smile.
Asking me, why not? why not? why not?
My dears.. stop asking me why.

just........ smile.

Out Of Boredom


CNY Holiday, Started.

Dang! Bandwidth exceeded. Blogspot is damn lousy.. So kedekut.


Today's the last day of classes till we return from the Chinese New Year holiday. woohooo!
and yet, it's not the end of my busyness. I've got assignments and night jobs.
I have just proposed the Valentine Singles Night to Palacio and they seemed pretty fond of the idea too. yay!

Now who say Singles can't have fun?

A group named Valentine Singles is created on Facebook. So if you're single and available, hot and charming, rich and generous, smart and successful.....yadahyadah.. join us!.
hehe. We can exchange topics on anything, literally. Anything except dirty stuffs, if you know what I mean.. Be nice you all. Be civilized.


Party Party Party! CNY house visitings, going up hill, shopping spree..

oh oh.. speaking of which, Taylor's SOC lecturers have gone cuckoo. So much of creating a new identity of ourselves, by how? Red formal dress code on Mondays. say what?? yeah. read that right. RED..FORMAL... Communication students..
Actually, it sounds kinda fun. We, as usual, will break the rules and not do as they say. Instead, we alter it, and make it happening. konon-nyer.. So sayang-sayangs sekalian, I shall see you guys in RED on the first day of class after the holiday! Don't forget the Mid-term revisions yeah?

Should I take a nap now, I shall end here.

and to Hans if you're reading this, no fling-fling all. Proposal rejected! :p

My Copywriting in Media Hub
(on display)

Don't Fret

Everything seems so fine, your whole self, your dream job, your ever so charming lover, your beautiful condo, your luxury cars, your happening social life and you feel like you are at the top of the world.

Isn't it wonderful?

Then one day, you just wake up to find yourself losing your job, your love, your assets.. practically everything. Chipped nails, messy hair, smeared make-up, crumpled shirt.. what is going on? Everything goes wrong and you can't seem to reverse it.

You then start tracing back your footsteps, one by one, and you still cannot find an answer to that. I call it, Bad Luck!

yea, tell me about that.

For the past few months, my life hasn't been so easy. As you all know what happened.
(refer to my previous posts) With healing cuts all over, bruises and in addition to that, depression. A whole pile of assignments to due, exams coming up, having to work 3 nights a week, shouldn't I be having an emotional breakdown right now? I think I have had it until some point where I got so immune to it, that I don't feel it anymore. You just, you know.. got used to it. Come on, just DEAL with it like you know what I mean? Some people have got it worse, so why are you complaining like a five year old baby?! We will all need to go through some stages of life when you have nobody to count on, nobody's hand who would or could borrow, and the only person who could help you is yourself. Shoot me if I'm wrong.

Obstacles, obstacles, obstacles. Today or tomorrow, you still got to live by it. You can't just skip a year and pretend like nothing is happening. Ignoring the fact that you still have a life to live, just go out there and buat bodoh, cry your eyeballs out every night before you sleep, whine and complain to everybody you see, isn't going to help you a bit. Trust me on that.

Who you are today will shape your tomorrow. Everything happens for a reason and at some point where you just need to actually Thank them for what ever shits they have done to you. I'm saying that because if it weren't for them, you will not be who you are today. It makes you emotionally stronger, a better person. You tend to become more alert and observant to your surroundings and you get to actually see a lot of beautiful things that you have not seen before. Especially in people who revolves around you. All you need is just some good times with a bunch of good friends with a good bottle of Whisky and good cigarettes.

As for relationships, Mr.Indie quotes
"If a relationship doesn't make you better or happier,
then there's something wrong.."

Don't bother sighing, just let it slip and wait for Mr.Right to come rescue you.

He doesn't just teach us Media History & Law, he also teaches us a lot of these things which I called 'The Life Lesson'. Corny aye? xoxo But he's right though. I am learning from him. I think he should get some bonuses from Taylor's college. -hahah-

This is Mr.Indie and his lovely baby girl

Joel with his new hair-do

Mine! I bought it just for the lighter.

Result from Friday's crash



The White Beauty

College: Grace was stalkin us!

Another random day. Finally had a drink with Eu Joh since he came back from Melbourne last year. Big-eater! We love William's. Aipeng brought her puppy along to a mamak (malay mix).

Look up for more randoms.. ;)

Events Day

Project OMG
Food Foundry

KLPAC Open Day

Luna Bar

Birthday Surprise

Cindy & Anis
TGI Fridays