Never thought I would miss someone this much again. The pain I put myself through doesn't seem to recover at all. I don't know how it all happened, and I don't think I wanna know. All I want is to make things right or maybe turn back time. Liquor doesn't seem to work on me anymore, I went beyond my boundaries and yet could not get myself over it. Ten glasses on the rock no longer work. What? Should I go for twenty? thirty? I still want it, badly, like how he said he wanted this to last as long as possible. I believed in that, I believed in him, I just couldn't believe what I was told at the end of the day. I wanna get out of here, please take me away.
Don't leave, please. Still loving you, more as day passes.